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LOCKTOBER UPDATE: I thought I would do a longer update on how I am feeling physically and emotionally on day 22 of Locktober, hopefully it will be interesting and informative for those of you who have not gone through it and entertaining for those of you that just like watching a subby suffer.

This is my first Locktober and I am wearing the Holy Trainer 3 Nano cage. My previous record for staying in chastity was 11 days so the 22 mark has doubled that. The cage itself doesn't feel that uncomfortable on a day to day basis. It is quite descrete and so wearing it to work is something I am used to now. The only real change physically day to day after so long being locked up is that I am now aching a lot more. All it takes is a knowing smile from my mistress/girlfriend and I am wincing. 

Mistress Alice is determined that she will get everything out of Locktober she can and ensure that it is the most humiliating period of my life. As a result she has been teasing me mercilessly. Edging me in the cage with her wand, licking and stroking my full balls and playing with the device... every night has been exquisite torture. She knows she could make me cum in the cage easily enough as she has done it before but she is determined to make me cum through anal only. Whilst I have had "sissygasms" before I have never actually squirted from them. She is determined that this will change this Locktober. 

Initially she waited for the first two weeks and now has begun a nightly campaign of fucking me with her various strapons, the largest of which is nine inches. Yes, I took the whole thing. The aching in the cage when she teases me or fucks me is far more intense than usual after so long locked up. It gets to the stage where pain overtakes pleasure so has made cumming hard, but she is determined to keep trying. She makes each attempt more humiliating than the last. Panties, stockings, bed ties, sissy hypno, cock gags... She says if I cum from anal only then I am a true sissy forever.

The main difference I am finding after being locked in chastity for so long is not physical, it is emotional. My previous record without orgasm was 19 days (These are ruined orgasms, Mistress Alice has not let me have a full orgasm for months and months) and so now after 22 days I am going out of my mind with denial. No erections for 22 days have meant that every morning when I wake up I ache, every night I have kinky dreams. I am lucky enough to be able to worship her body and lick her pussy every day and feeling her cumming has become my new sex. I constantly find myself daydreaming about kink and humiliation throughout the day. Every time I get turned on the cage is there to remind me that I am not allowed to cum, I don't get sex, I don't get hard. The warm ache literally makes me whimper. The longer I am locked the more submissive my thoughts get. The longer I am in chastity the more I dream of her mocking me, teasing me, denying me than I dream of being allowed to cum. The longer Locktober goes the more I forget about the pleasure of cumming... and the more I am desperate to thank her and worship her for keeping me locked.

Nine days to go... x

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https://alices-adventures-in-femdom.bdsmlr.com

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